LeRenardO remembers...

 

An account of my previous lives and how they interract with the present

So when at night I go to sleep, while I am in the deepest peaceful rest, other battles are being fought for me in the parallel worlds. Battles I am not consciously aware of. Universes I know nothing about.  Yet there are those entities that nothing can disprove. They are living their parallel lives, and, if one of them were to be missing the whole lot would no longer be there.

 

EPISODE  X      DARK FORCES ? 

 

 

 

Freud vs Young  ; intuition or coincidence !?!

On the subject I need to tell you of an event that happened to me :

At that time I was reading a lot about the world finality and correlations with the invisible world. Daytime, I was working for a firm promoting cigarettes, and among my other duties, I was escorting Hostesses in uniform to late night events where we invited the guests to sample the cigarette brand. 

 

Several  coincidental events were taking place, which, made me think that  I was maybe overtired. Working in the office all day and spend the nights driving the hostesses to parties at restaurants and nigh-clubs.

Yet, I still found time to read.  I was interested then in  a book  about the origins of mankind and the evolution of the species. A  well known  book, in french, 

 called " Le Matin des Magiciens " by Powels and Bergier (Livre de Poche) that translates as "The Dawn of Magicians" .

 

That free evening, I was relaxing at home. Lying across my bed,  reading, while  Mina, my mother,  was watching television in the lounge, I was impressed by a passage saying : " The world is run by invisible forces that can be named differently by other religions and beliefs. These forces are able to change the course of history and cause major events, like, the appearance of an Adolf Hitler or Attila the Hun or the discovery of Nuclear power etc.."

 

The subject was also saying that many of these events, usually attributed to coincidence, were in reality wanted by these powers who were changing the destinies of the world.

 

It also affirmed that private individuals could be involved, if they wanted to join forces with this invisible power ( demons, angels,  wise-men etc... or maybe the deity  itself) and become part of history as Statesmen,  Saints, Generals or others, by contacting this force through pure power of thoughts, telepathically.

Here , Jean-Pierre (myself) decides : If there is such an opportunity, why not try and see ? Maybe, just maybe, this force, really, is around and would listen to me. Maybe I can become that all powerful, sexiest, famous, ruler of the world.

So, I turn the lights off,  put the book,  at that particular page, on my chest and state, in my thoughts, with determination : " You, Power, give me a sign so I know you really exist. I do not want to make a useless effort trying to contact you, I will then be able to make my decision !"

The very moment I thought this, I heard the telephone ring, the telephone extension was on a table next to my mother in the lounge. She answers, and I hear her say : "Hallo,   Hallo   Hallo o o ," and then, she putting the phone down she said ," damn it, they would not answer ! "

Hear ! Here,  me, little lonely me, in the dark,  having touched with my finger the power of the UNKNOWN, panicked and said  ... " Now  I know,  you exist, I will contact you when I make my mind up." .. and then, to myself  "No, I prefer to remain a normal human being !"

Later, much later,  I thought : IT WAS A COINCIDENCE !   (coward).

Today, several years later, I do not regret,  with all the ups and down I have had and still have in my life, having made that choice. I believe, I made the right decision to enjoy life, whatever, the beauty and the ugliness, of the day to day struggle and the pleasure of achieving when I do succeed , and to savor defeat if I do not ! 

But ... I have done it all my way ! 

Mind you, if you open your eyes and see what happens to all these powerful men in modern history, only a few die in their bed from natural causes. Ariel Sharon ( the undead) , Saddam Hussein ,  Mouamar Kaddafi etc... the list is never ending, " le Renard passe passe , a chacun, a son tour !"

 

 

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